Wow LEXI that is alot of association you have with the current trial. The trial is from the incident that happened some 10 years ago? Could you be remembering aspects of it from then, and not be right on with how old you were or the date of the incident? It might have some correlation with your fears then, and you are projecting them into this? That you knew one of the guys... that would sure shake me up too! (((hugs))))