rainbow,
I just want to

right now, but I definitely relate to the "wires being crossed" thing.
Rainbow I really relate.. I get sexual feelings toward female authority figures. It's just been my thing for a long time. I used to feel that way toward female teachers, and I always get that way about my T's. But I'm really not attracted to women and would never even want to act on these feelings. It's just a.. reaction.
Maybe we're just highly sensitive people. And the good feelings that come from being around people are more intense for us, and turn into something physical? But since most people don't feel that way, it's confusing to us? I don't know.
(((rainbow)))