I don't know if I need to put a trigger sign on this post or not so I did anyway. I am just letting all my friends at the DD forum know that I have not been in a real good place the past few weeks and I have been struggling. Lots of old memories have been shared with me by some of the others and they have been very mentally draining and scary for me. LOTS of old CSA issues coming up and it has been extremely tough for me to stay present and in control. I have been dissociating pretty regularly and that has not happened for many months but now it is happening a lot. That is why I have not been around. I don't know if anyone else has been around much either. One thing about me is that I retreat into myself when I feel this way and I have a hard time talking with other people. I am just trying to explain my silence. If you guys could send me some positive thoughts and energy or hugs, it would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.

Cris