I have a confession to make - I'm a slob. Especially when I'm depressed, then I let things go completely around the house. Well I had a 4 month depressive episode, so you can imagine. My plan was to tackle house cleaning when i was on holiday from work (my new meds were kicking in so I was feeling motivated). Then I got fired, got drunk, crashed my car and generally screwed up my life. Motivation gone again, plus I've been in a lot of pain.

But I finally got up the energy to deal with the kitchen today, and it has been thoroughly scrubbed, including the floor. I still have to clean out the fridge but I'll do that tomorrow.

Then it's on to the living room / dining room.

I must admit I have additional motivation. I don't know how quickly I'll be going IP, and I want the place cleaned up before I do, just in case my landlady comes in, while I'm in the hospital. I don't want to get kicked out of my apartment for being a slob.

So now I'm hot, tired, and sweaty but I feel good.

--splitimage