Carve the words deeper. "Slut"
Raped by one I trusted
My first time
But it doesn't matter
I wasn't a child
I should have stopped him
It's my fault
It always is

Years later a "doctor"
Refused a test
"You're the worried well" he said
So I stayed away from those who called themselves
"Doctors"
Sick of their labels, lies and blame

But now I'm bleeding
And not by my hand
That same place
It's my fault
It always is