My test scores don't register as high as some mentioned-tests have ranged from 129 to 139. I think alot of the variation is mood dependent. Personally blessings related to intelligence were more then offset by negatives from the same thing. Positives included an intense curiosity about all types of things, making life a neverending drive for information and fascination with the world. Being able to see solutions or come up with novel ways to look at something, and adapt to changes quickly.

The negatives from increased intelligence included-developing poor study habits as a result of being to close my eyes and see whole pages of material, as written. A desire to discuss topics that alot of peers had no interest in. A poor tolerance for small talk which was viewed as a waste of time.

Any positives have always been offset by a poor self-image and low self-esteem. Basically a core of insecurity and shame. One other item that stands out is a self-perception as being an oddball and eccentric or wierd.

Speaking only for myself, it seems like in some of the situations when I thought about being more intelligent the major plus or need filled was to overcome feelings of shame, insecurity and alienation. It was a way to compensate for something. This is only my experience.