I have therapy this morning in a few hours and I've been going through hell since the last time and my therapist has no idea, but there's really no reason for my misery, and I hate talking about my feelings, especially if I can't explain them, so do I tell her or what? and what do I say if there's nothing to say!? I am so lost!

plus she has no idea I'm anorexic, and I'm NOT telling her that!