I just feel so much pain and I want to give up evrything. I can't even say why I'm like this. It's just part of the sickness I suppose. I don't know. I feel like such a failure. Like people don't respect me anymore. I just can't handle the pressures of normal evryday things that other people seem to be able to breeze through. Just feels like life is killing me. i'm not hungry and I hardly eat much. I'm just a misery guts. i think too much.