Day 7

Well, today was another difficult day. We had group in the morning on Locus of Control Shift, and then we did a group on the benefits/negatives of both being ill and being healthy, and then this afternoon we had a girl work with Dr. Ross. It was during this most difficult session group that we associated too much with the one doing the session with Dr. Ross, and felt like we were being torn in two. Of course, I shared it with Marilyn (trauma head honcho) as she was taking us back to our own area of partial, and got quite choked up. We didn't want to cry in front of the other people in the group, so we choked back the tears. It feels like it is tearing us apart and leaving these huge gaping wounds rather than putting us together. We are unsure as to whether we should go inpatient or not, but hopefully another couple of days will help to put us a little bit more together. We don't like the feeling that we have right now, so please pray for us. Thanks for checking in!

PS...Comp is getting out Thursday, so she will be back online after she gets home and settled. She thanks everyone for their warm thoughts and the many hugs she has been getting.