I've had help before, and they where briliant, they hlped me stop and everything, but i dont trust the system anymore. They ****ed people over who i know and love.
So yes, i wont lie, I can get help, but i honestly look at the options open to me, and none of them apeal, with SI, I'm in control, It works, It lets me think about situations. I'm not promoting it or anything, but it works for me..
Ebpm, Why are you on your own if you mind me asking ? Especially regarding the words you've given me. ?