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Originally Posted by bruinelle
Great! I agree, go with the flow. Be open to the relationship, but don't throw yourself into it with abandon. You're dating, and with dating comes fun and excitement, not an investment of a lifetime. Just enjoy yourself without putting too much meaning into the relationship until you both acknowledge that it IS serious.
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Thanks bruinelle
We have sort of decided that it is a serious relationship and I am totally fearful that I will pull away now- in fear of getting hurt.
It's not that I don't like him, perhpas even love him a little (more still the honeymoon phase).. I said to him last night that it feels weird because we really haven't known each other for very long... he said well it's been 6 weeks (LOL I didn't even know how long it had been) and that he feels so lucky and happy to have met me. The 'L' word is on the tip of both of our tounges... instead of saying it we send silly love hearts and loving smilies... I had told him earlier on that telling me he loved me would probably freak me out.
He is looking for work that will allow him to spend more time with me rather than being away for 4 weeks at a time. Possibly work on a oil rig that would be two weeks away and two weeks back home.. I think that is a better roster
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I still doubt what I am feeling is 'real' but then again why analyse it.. need to just go with flow and enjoy the moment.
He is back in 6 days... and I am strated to get butterflies in my tummy again at seeing him... I feel 16 years old haha
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