((whoswho)) - one thing I can say about you - is you're a good writer. I enjoyed reading your post. Of course you're not disposable because you're non-functioning...you're just sick ATM. How long have you suffered with this problem? I like the term 'slothful' - next time my 12 yr old says she doesn't want to do something I'll say "don't be slothful" lol. I hope things get better for.