Well - I go to see T today! Boy howdy do we are a ton of ground to cover in session. I got very depressed yesterday but at least had the day off work for some car stuff I had to get done. I really wanted to slip in and see T but he didn't have any openings. He stays busy (I am glad since that makes me feel more secure that he will not leave). But he wrote me a nice email saying he looked forward to talking with me today. I swamped him with emails about some trauma stuff that was a flashback two nights ago... YUCK!! URRRRR!! Some very DEEP root stuff there.

Anyway, I am anxious in a good way to see T and see how we process through ALL that has happened in the past 7 days!