Ebpm From or for you ? if from you, then no.
The current difference between us is that I know that there is help, i know its there, i could probably easily get it, but i'm stupid enough to trust no-one, and as such, i refuse to get help. On the other hand, you dont realise that if you pick someone carefully who you know, the likelyhood of them going nuts/leaving/not talking to you is reduced if you think about what type of person they are. I know its lonely, i know it feels like when your meant to live in the sea, and your stuck in the middle fo the desert, alone.
We are here for you, and i think most people on here would back that up.