I don't find anything wrong or unusual about what you want at the moment but, having never experienced such a relationship, I don't know what you are basing your non-wants on? I've never wanted to live in a foreign country but couldn't tell you all that much about what it is/how it feels. I've visited foreign countries and liked them but my idea of what I wouldn't like living there is based on me and my opinions and fears, not any personal experience.