Oh, peaches.

It is so hard and my heart goes out to you. You are braver than I am -- I feel this way about my T, but I stuff it and try to kill it ALL THE TIME. I send her emails, and when she doesn't reply, I just kill the little girl inside over and over again and don't even tell her how angry and ashamed I feel. I'm trying to quit shutting myself down but it is hard. Do you see how, even though you are hurting, your response is healthier than mine? So, even if you feel annoying and childish, resolving this issue and letting the little girl live and breathe, is most likely what your T wants you to do.

I feel like crying because I feel for your little girl.. my heart goes out to you, sweet peaches.