I decided to email my T the other day and ask if i could send what I had. T said it was ok if I was comfortable with it. So I did. And now T has figured out what has brought me to counseling. But I dont know if I am ok with that. I wasnt expecting the T to get it. Atleast not yet. Now Im worried how I will react when I see T again. I dont know if I can handle someone else knowing. Ive never told anyone.