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Hi all, wishing the best to all of you. Can anyone relate to the following. Generally, when I'm alone in public, which is quite often because I've pretty much been a loner all my life, I function with an urgency, a constant feeling of stress because I feel I have to be non existent. I see things in tunnel vision. I am so focused on what I need to get done as quickly as possible that I treat people as if they don't exist. I'm not mean or disrespectful, I just feel as if I don't belong in their world and I'm an intruder. I feel undeserving of what life has to offer. Let me shift gears here and say I have to go to a family function on Saturday and I really don't want to go. It's not that I dis-like my kin, well, maybe a couple of them, I just never felt I fit in with them, or anyone else. Thanks for reading.
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