Hi:
I'm 59 now, but when I way 12 my mother tried to stab me to death. She was a heroin addict and prostitute and my dad by name was in prison. I was born a heroin baby. I don't know why or what I did wrong that my mother would try to kill me by stabbing repeatedly. Luckily i got away an hid under a big pile of dirty clothes. weeks later when I got out of the hospital I was told I would never have to see her again. Later I found out she spent 2 years in a physic hospital. She died a few years ago and I'm just started to be able to sleep at night without worry if she is going to come back and try to kill me again. This morning I read in the paper that another mother had tried to kill her 10 year old daughter. Why and do they have to put this in the newspaper, now I'm scared all over and spent the day hiding in my bathroom. I know my mother is dead so why can't i just get past it? I know my mother was a prostitute and my dad was in prison, but I have tried to live a good life, I have never been arrested I pay my taxes is it because I'm the son of 2 bad people that i deserve this. I'm just so tired of trying to pay for their debts to society.