(((((((avoice))))))))))))

I hear you loud and clear. I'm so very sorry you are in pain. I have chronic pain that I know will never stop however I do get some relieve when I listen to water and Enya and new age music even Christian music helps as well and I drift out of my body. do you have a Doctor or a pain doctor? Getting them will help if your interested sometime let's get together and exchange ideas for dealing with what somewhat helps with you and I'll send my tricks. Let me know if you need to vent.
One thing I do know is anger and blowing it out at the first person that comes to me it seemed. I burnt bridges and I don't wish that on anyone.
Venting on some ice cubes then put it on your pain. There are all kinds of treatment options out there and hopefully that will help your pain. I just know how badly I am in pain right now. My entire back is beyond the pain scale! I am going to go do a Grounding Skills Group and hopefully maybe I'll get some relief. I am again so sorry your feeling the need to get angry versus stopping your pain. Hopefully you will agree cause I bet you have some good ideas I haven't tried.
I'm with you so your not alone avoice. Let me know if you need to chat or pm me if you would like. Take Care, Crew