(((((((Jewels)))))).

It it was an easy thing you went through & could be delt with easily, it wouldn't have been a trauma that needs to be delt with. It was as emotionally damaging when it happened as it is now, only at the time, we are just trying to survive, not sort through what is happening.....but the only way to resolve these things is to be able to resolve the things that happened & put them into a proper perspective so that we can live NOW more easily & (maybe more normally).

The dishes can wait.....nothing is going to happen if they don't get washed. YOu went back to partial to deal with some issues that needed to be delt with.....it's good that is your focus...it is what you need to be working on right now & nothing else is really important other than yourself.

When we deal with emotional issues, they are exhausting...just the way it is. Resting the way you are doing is a good thing as it allows your mind in the subconscious to process all that you have learned & experienced in the healing process during the day at partial.

I think that going to partial for as long as you can to process as much as you possibly can is a great thing & each day is a step in your healing....right now, this is the work you need to be doing & everything else will wait.

If the conference this weekend seems like it might be more than you can handle, maybe you need to think about cancell going to it. No need to push yourself beyond your limits, it may only end up hurting you more than helping. I am sure there will be another opportunity when you are in a better place with your own life. Sometimes we need to put everything on hold while we are trying to get over a specific hurdle & then we can get back to our normal functioning after that point.

Take care of yourself.....praying for you to be able to resolve the issues you went into partial to deal with (& maybe a few more toward your healing process)

All my prayers are with you,
Debbie