my nana has cancer and her days are limited, now that she can hardly walk or do anything on her own ive jumpped in to help her, ive been staying at her house this whole week so far and she has fallen 2 times so far.. Both times i was scared shitless.. Im not good at expressing myself to others so i hold it in and let it out in si.. Im trying my hardest not to act on it but seeing her i cant help but to build up the sorrow inside. I need someone to talk to someone, anyone.. Help me relax.. I have to stay longer than i thought and i dont want to but know i need to.