I was in T today, I had had an awesome day and I was having a good session. T asked me a question that I don't even recall now. Anyways, my little, 7 year old, got really angry, started screaming at me, belittles me and is just a MAJOR brat. I can't stand when she gets like that. I feel like *I* am the 7 year old and *she* is the adult. It's very weird.
Anyways, in T I started getting really angry, I wanted to hurt myself, but couldn't out of respect for T. T was helping me get through this, but it through her off, I could tell. I don't think she expected that to happen. I didn't switch, but I think that I was really close...but I didn't tell T. I have never switched in front of her. I maintain major control...I have to.

I feel like my thoughts have been obsessed surrounding the others inside me. I think about them ALL the time....why are they there? What is there purpose? How do I deal with them? What is wrong with me?

GRRRRR