I am in recovery from cocain abuse and have been sober for quite a while now. i am a rapid cycler. It almost killed me, I use to use so much alone when I did it. recenlt my doctor put me on adderal to try and help my add and I ended up taking the whole bottle with in three days!!! Up for days and pretty wiped out. It scared the hel out of me and I called and told my doctor. it was just so scary to have that addiction kick in after all that time. Feel really bad about it , but I am back in meetings and on track.

I thank God I am sober and hope to God I will never relasp