Wow I'm amazed by all the responses and peoples stories and imput. Many thanks

Rainbowz, I can toyally understand what you were saying with the "FieryFox, your going to wish he was there with you ever second of the day" I actually do feel like this already. It's amazing the way we seem to be on the one brainwave and he'll know how i'm feeling after a bad day at work or in life in general and tell me the best thing to do even if i'm being stubborn and say no !! " he's always there for me, maybe not physically, but in my heart, and I'm willing to wait for anyone who is that commited and loves me so much." Again Rainbowz i feel like this too ... at the end of the day hes far away but only a text message or a call away and that makes me feel closer to him than to people that live in my own locality. I know this sounds totally crazy but its happened more than once that i've picked up the cell to write a text message and before i've finished writing it i see name on the screen calling me.

All i can think about is him. The saying if it feels right, how could it be wrong keeps playing in my mind