Well my dear friends,

Sorry for not being around, my computer crashed. The power source died from all this heat, but the dang thing has been nothing but trouble since I got it 3 yrs ago.
So I went back to my old faithful, had to do alot of updates and reset security, and all that goes with the trouble of getting a new computer. But I'm back!

Things haven't changed much, except I've been bouncing back and forth with my emotions. Boy that is not pleaseant, my mood can changes in a split second. One minute I'm laughing and the next, I'm annoyed and yelling. What's up with that??

I think my harmones are all out of wak! Been almost a yr now since I stopped menestrating. I'm glad about it but these mood swings are really tuff to deal with.
Who ever made up that saying about the GOLDEN YEARS must have been a man,

Guess it's time to go back to GYN and see what's up. Ugh, another doctor.

Question: Why does life seem to kick you hardest when your already down?

Maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself, I can't even wish to go back to a different time in my life, now that's sad! Come on bobbi you can do this, get it together and get off your butt and just do what you need to do. Turn the Sterio on, turn up the volume and get to work.

Sorry, just thinking out loud. These are some of the thoughts that run through my head.

Another thought, can someone explain the difference betweem a Bi-polor depression and a clinical depression? I'm always depressed, but have moments, just moments of clearity, and get kinda ambusious, that's when things get done. Wish I had more moments like that.
Dear...oh dear...I'm just rambling on and on.
TTYS