My Support Forums - View Single Post - ♥♥♥ I miss my BestFriend Shawn ♥♥♥ And I need advice

Yoshi · Jul 22, 2010, 05:28 PM

To make a long story short, My best friend died when I was 14, He was always there for me, and made me feel so much better about myself, and would always be there when I needed to let some things out.

He got in an argument with his girlfriend, punched out a window, and it cut him really really really deep. He had to go get stitches, I think like 200? I'm not exacally sure how many but it was a lot.

Later that night, he had a cezure, his stitches split open, and he bled to death.

I miss him so much its rediculous, I cannot believe he's gone, it seems like he's still here.

His Ex-girlfriend called me, we lost touch, and we used to be very good friends.
She wants me to come over..But i'm not so sure I can ;[
She still lives at the house he stayed in, slept in, died in, and all of his stuff is still there.

I want to go talk with her, but seeing all his stuff, i'm not so sure if thats a good idea.
I tried going over there when he died, but I went in....and I ran right back out crying.

It might be good for me to go, to remmber all the good memmories we've had, but It might not be, It might be too depressing knowing he beld to death in there, unexpectedlly.

I would like some advice on this , Do you guys think I should go ? Should I just have her come over my house? I really want to go, but i'm really worried at the same time.

I still cant see how she lives there, its really sad and I miss him to death.
I try talking to other people, I try sharing how I feel, But It's not the same without him, nobody can replace him, and I will never forget him EVER.
He was to YOUNG !!! HE DID NOT DESERVE THIS ****

Atleast I will be up there with him one day, R.I.P Shawn ♥♥