Yeah, I asked my friend (Mary, His ex girlfriend who still lives in his house) All of the things he collected, his paintings and drawlings are still hung up on the wall, his clothes are even still on the shelves.
I could go and still be safe, But I would cry and get depressed, I miss him so much :/
But in a way I think it would be good, just to see his stuff, and remmber all the good memmories and how much fun we had in that house playing video games and stuff !
I would love to go there and talk to her about all the good times, But I think It will have to be a slow process, because I dont want to jump right into everything and get to overwhelmed.
__________________
I can feel you all around me Thickening the air i'm breathing Holding on to what i'm feeling Savoring this heart thats healing
|