Hi Evening-
I'm glad you are feeling better. Sorry I wasn't here when you first posted. You are precious and unique and have a special place and must never forget that. Sometimes we just cannot see everything that is in the great and wonderful plan for our lives and we get swallowed up by the pain and suffering and day to day grind of our lives. It is important to remember that the bad way we feel sometimes isn't reality or truth. It is just feelings that will pass. Thank you for reaching out and please take care of yourself.