
Lauru! In your corner, oh yes! And happy to be so! Know what you mean about group. Though I go faithfully each week I often come out saying, "it was ok". Then sometimes it will surprise and something inspiring or useful will happen -- ya just never know! Regardless, am always glad it's there.
Know I've said it before, but will say it again -- I love love love your polar bears!
And will tell you a secret(!)

I have a polar bear teddy bear. Yup, a full-on card-carrying adult, but it's true! And I adore the little guy! Oh, if that bear could talk!
Very much thinking about you and pulling for you, Lauru. Please remember that, ok?