are we the same person?

I could have written this word for word as well. I agree with rainbow, calling just to touch base is a good enough reason. I believe that so it makes it easier for me to call when i need to. Although, it is a good idea to still think about what it is you need from the call. is there something you need her to say? is there something you need to be reassured of? sometimes all i need to here my T say is that it's ok to call her if i need to and that she's around. I think it does get better, and wanting it is a good first step. I'd talk about it with your T, and also talking about how you feel like you need a reason to call. Maybe she will be able to reassure you that if you just need to connect, that's ok.