Bear with me, because I've never talked about this before with anyone..
But ever since I was little (probably 7 or 8 as far as my meager memory of those days go), I had...ways of...making things better. Grr see I don't know how to describe it XD. Like, when I got in trouble, I had a thing about flapping my hands around and saying certain words that would, apparently, make people forget what I had done so I wouldn't get in trouble.
In retrospect, maybe this belongs in the schizophrenia forum since it doesn't seem like OCD, but I have no idea....
And, especially when I'm stressed or when something happens, I have a lot of compulsions, like stuff to do and stuff not to do, that makes me feel better. Like, doing it would stop things from getting worse or keep me safe. That part's OCD right? *shrug*
Last edited by violetsareblue; Jul 23, 2010 at 08:20 AM.
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