We're no longer friends with her. After 6 years. We REALLY should have seen it comming when she started to turn into one of those teenagers you wish to avoid. Still, we ignored that aspect of her, knowing (or thinking now) that the friendship was too precious to break over something like that.

As you know, it's been on and off with the acceptance. After our argument last night on Youtube, I asked her to call me personally instead of hiding behind a screen, but she never did. I see her as a cowered. The only reason we know we're not friends anymore was (Yeston)Erik looked at a channel conversation between her and another user. We didn't like it when she'd snoop on our channel, but the difference was this conversation was about us; we had the right to know!

Now we are sitting here, going back and fourth between extreme anger, sadness, and indifference. Everything will be a tri**er now, it will remind us of her....If only we could get her mother involved; she knows and dosen't care, she loves us! We defenatly can NOT tell Sharon, she'll rub it in our face we ruin everything!! Then again, if Deanna dosen't wish to accept, it's her fault! Then again, if we hadn't been so eager to tell her, we wouldn't be in this mess. We should've told her sooner so the pain wouldn't be this raw. Then again, we probably would've slipped away with the teenager she's becoming; she's said she's wanted to end the friendship for awhile anyway. Ah well.

All I ask from you all are gentle hugs...

I'm falling silent now.

(Webber)Erik