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Originally Posted by bloom3
(((((((((peaches))))))))))
i don't think you said the wrong thing at all. you are really brave to say all that to T. i wish i knew what the answer is for you as i hear so much pain in your heart. maybe there is a place in between totally opening up to people and getting hurt and totally closing yourself off.
i totally understand your not wanting to cry in front of T but i wondered if you were able to cry about this on your own. have you been able to get the emotions out at all? it might help if you haven't.  |
Hi Bloom,
I liked what you said here:
maybe there is a place in between totally opening up to people and getting hurt and totally closing yourself off.
I have not found that middle ground, so i tend to swing from one extreme to the other.
About crying. . .after i read your email, i did cry. i do let myself do that sometimes. i did it on purpose before my session because i wanted to go in as the "adult" and not as little Peaches. So i cried and then "put it all away" so i could go see t and not feel vulnerable.