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Jul 23, 2010, 03:55 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2010
Location: Chattanooga, Tennessee
Posts: 70
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I want to ****ing drink again, get really wasted and feel good, or at least not feel at all. I know I shouldn't and that it won't help and that I would lose everything good. I know better than that. But I still feel that way and I can't stop the thoughts.
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Sorry to hear that you are struggling with this issue.
Please know that you are NOT alone in this fight. I hope that you continue managing and coping to not use in your battle.
Many of us with bipolar disorder often resort to alcohol/substance use and abuse.http://www.google.com/search?q=bipol...ubstance+abuse
I would like to see more topics posted in regards to fighting and coping with this issues. I'm fighting against substance dependence
myself. All too often i find myself giving into using.
So far it sounds like you haven't given into using, and for that you are to be commended. 
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When you look at me
But it took years of effort
To become the mess that you see"
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