hmm.. do you think that he would be mad? it sounds like you know him pretty well, so i think you'd have a good idea. he seems to really trust you and he does love you, so i can't imagine anything changing that. and you did what you did, it's not you - it's just a behavior or a reaction. stuff like that can make for a good talking point in therapy. unless this is something different. i could be way off the mark here..