Sorry you are feeling so lonely. I've felt that way too at times. It's a hard place to be.

I'm not sure the computer increases loneliness. For me, the evening and night are the most troublesome. It's too late to call anyone, and I'm not so sure what I would say even if I did call. With the computer I at least have a way to reach others and find people to talk to. It is also a place to ask questions, or speak of things, that I can't discuss with others face to face. It's definitely an outlet for me.

I did find that there are warm lines in most towns, as opposed to crisis or hot lines. They generally operate from 5pm until 10pm at night. You might find that this helps the loneliness.

Take care, Quay