Looking forward to some alone time this weekend, the olman, going away. Boy do I need this. It's gotten so I can't stand to be in the same room with him. Not that he is doing anything, I'm just sick of him and his all consuming attitude, it's always about him and what he wants, his things (just stuff), his house, his dogs. Just sick of it. Tired of his belittling remarks, and then turns around and tries to make a joke out of it. He's not funny!! His lack of empathy, his all around narcassim.

Because he will be on vacation for the next week, which means I'm going to have to tolerate him til he goes back to his normal routine. God give me strengh! He picks on me constantly, and it just annoys the h--- out of me. To the point where I get angry. Which can really set him back sometimes, cause I'm not usually like that. But I can feel it coming, I'm reach my breaking point. I'm so affraid of letting this monstrious rage out. I don't really know what it is capable of and whether or not I can control it. And that is what scares me.

So wish me luck, and pray for me to be strong!
TTYS,