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Old Jul 23, 2010, 10:15 PM
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bridgie bridgie is offline
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i blocked my ex and his new woman. i hadnt been with him for years when out of the blue he messages me and wants to get back together get married and move to illinois. he told me that he was still married and we could work out our issues while he waited to end it with his current wife. i told his wife and i just recently found out he went back to another old girlfriend and told her he wanted to marry her and the same as he told me. so i told her that. now i blocked them i cant message and they cant message me. i dont want him to be with her i dont want to be with him either. i told him no and told him exactly how i felt all these years that he has been in and out of my and our sons life. i never let it out before but this time i did, and now i am all these horrible names and so is our son. so i really dont want him back. yet in the back of my mind i miss him i wish things could have been different. but they are not and i feel for the current woman and hope he doesnt do the things hes been doing to every woman he has been with since ive known him. anyway it feels strange to be done again something i thought was done last time and in a way i feel it is for good this time i have a knawing feeling in the back of my head that it may never be over.
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