I had already been thru the ending things with him before. I've ended things multiple times. Last we were together he did some things not acceptable. So it was over and then he tries again. I hate it. I wanted it to work when things were not as complicated before he did those things but after those I can't do it anymore I know that. If it was over before why am I feeling this way now. I thought I had mourned the ending. How did this flicker get to me so badly.