Hello.

Me again.

Monday I see the new therapist again and I am very tempted to call and cancel.

Really scared.

I don't even want to tell her what I been telling all you guys.

I am so afraid she will do the same.

Slam the door in my face.

I just want meds.

I don't want therapy anymore.

It just make me feel more like I'm sick than well.

And I can't stand the thought of trusting another person and being hurt agan.

I have accepted that I will never have a man ever again because I'm so (cuss word)-ed up.

I almost lost Dane.

Now I am convinced that even a therapist can't see me!

Billi