bloom told you the truth.....as I said before I think you did good to email him....why not? why not to get in touch? you never know.....
plus, if all these waiting is bothering you, why don't you email him again asking him if he can email you back....just say you were always wondering what has happened to him....and you can tell him all the stuff that you told us....all things that he didn't know....again....it's good to get some conclusion.....and not just seat down and think what if I have said so or so.....

take care of yourself and be more gentle to your emotions.....and know that "your emotions are yours not you"