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Originally Posted by perpetuallysad
HEY PAM!! It's been so long since I've seen you. I am sorry you had such a bad experience and I don't know what to say about the violent outbursts other than you aren't alone. I do much the same thing. I have (so far) not ever hit anyone, but it seems like controlling the urge gets harder every time I get angry. It's weird for me that I swear the reasons I get angry are totally stupid and definitely not angry worthy. I have no advice, apparently! Sorry, I am glad to see you. Did you ever get a job?
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Thank you, its REALLY great to see you too. I did get a job, but my boss is threaten me that he is going to be fired. I am such a loser. Wish I could be like more ppl. I have no idea why but I just keep a job for more than 6 Months!!! We need to chat sometime. TC 
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Sometimes I am high and sometimes I am low.
Everyone around me but I am always alone.
Hour by hour and week by week,
I deal with myself and I never feel complete.
I want to be normal; I want to be sane,
No matter what I do, I always feel the pain.
“Stop the mania and fight back,
It’s all in your head”
I wish I could do it; I would rather go to bed.
Sometimes I am high and sometimes I am low,
I wish they could see me, so I won’t be alone. 
By Pam
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