hey guys,
im really sorry for not updating earlier.
i stopped my meds, which was good. been going out & getting pretty trashed every night since.
i've been having fun, getting things out of my system. going to crash eventually but it won't be tonight.
right now i need to finish my tea and go to bed.

im so sorry if my absence made ppl worry.
i just havent been home for a while to update.
i know the alcohohl thing needs to stop eventually, but right now it's ok. i just need some time to escape myself.