Thanks everyone. You guys are awesome.

Bloom has put me onto a much more satisfying approach to my thought processes. Interesting because I think I knew it in theory and thought I was doing it but not until it really clicked did I get it. I am being less afraid to feel what I am feeling.

I did send a friend invite on facebook but I don't think he frequents there much so that could take a while for him to even notice it.

I can't say much in an email to him because it is business email. I don't want something so personal mixed in with special orders for his products. Never know who is processing those orders and reading those emails. If I had a private address I might be inclined to do what you suggest Marjn but not when it is likely too public for something so private.

If he doesn't reply then I will just have to publish the letters and dedicate the book to him. lol.