Thank you, WePow. Your post was eloquent and helpful. I need to focus on why I crave the email contact with T right now, and how it makes me feel when she answers me. She did answer my third one, thanking me for the link to the film, but saying we would talk about my "parts" in the session on Tuesday. I expected that. From the start, she told me she did not want to do therapy via email, but she's been doing a little of that with me anyway. I know she cares very much about me and doesn't want me to feel like she's not "there" for me when I need her.