thank you

((((((((((((((((Jennie)))))))))))))))))

((((((((((((((((Myself))))))))))))))))))

(((((((((((((((((((((((((Mortimer)))))))))))))))))

Your post has given me a different perspective as far as why I find myself feeling sorry for my abuser. One thing that you say inparticular that, we are taught to love our parents no matter what. This is something I heard over and over again as a child. No to mention the continual quoting of the 10 comandments...the one that says honor thy mother and thy father.
He would say that so very often. It almost makes me cringe now thinking of it.

This has been really difficult for me. Sometimes it feels like this isnt even my family that I am talking about. Almost like I am talking about someone in the third person, type thing. Everytime I think about it...it just makes my heart hurt.

Thank you again for all of your replies and your support.

Love and huggles to all


Jen