I am not doing very well. My depression is back despite the meds. I have treatment resistend bipolar 2 disorder so it's hard to find the right meds for. Meds poop out quickly and I am at the point where there is nothing left for me to try.

I feel desperate. I have been having a lot of suicidal ideation. Everyday is a struggle. I think that I should be in the hospital, but who would take care of my mum if I were to go in the hospital?

I am crying all the time and I find it hard to get out of bed in the mornings. Some days I can't get and I lay there looking at the ceiling.

Could really use some support right now.