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Jul 25, 2010, 09:18 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2009
Posts: 582
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i have mentioned about a guy in my previous threads whom i had met online and then i got emotionally attached to him over few months,and then he left me without any explanation.
i did my best last year to start living again. a new life. the one in which i wouldnt remember that guy any more. i deliberately got involved in another guy. not much.but suffecient enough to distract me from the previous guy (lets refer to him as gone-guy). this new guy lives nearby. ofcourse he didnt pay any attention towards me. i contacted him anonymously and gave him clues about myself so that he could guess who i am..hoping that he reaction wont be so aggressive. he's known as a guy with attitude among girls and he doesnt apparently date any girl. so naturally i was scared what might would be the oitcome of this. well, his reaction was almost as i expected i to be..not what i was hoping it to be. now the problem is that he knows that i like him (yeah i like this guy and also the gone-guy, i know this sounds very confusing and slutty but what can i possibly do about this? ) and he doesnt care at all. he talks to a girl and i suspect that she is just more than his friend. i think she is his girl friend. he knows that i dont like this but even then he talks to her infront of me. he has told his friends about my feelings for him and they all make fun of me. i just dont know what to do!!! i went to a psychiatrist to talk about this guy and he told me to stay away from him otherwise there is a chance that i will have to suffer much more because this guy can humiliate me infront of other people. i dont know what should i do. he is very handsome and i on the other hand am simple looking. 
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