(((((Tree)))))
I hope that sending the email relieves some of your tension. (really all of it, but I don't know if that is realistic.) I'm glad you emailed him to ask, and that you remembered what he said to you before. I know sometimes it is really really hard to remember the good and supportive things our Ts say when it seems like we are losing control of everything. I'm glad you remembered that. I hope you can continue to hold onto that until your session tomorrow.